Snow Day & Bad Mood -Diary Entry-

Hey y'all, I'll make today's diary entry brief and quick because I'm not feeling well and am in a bad mood. Today was a cozy snow day with lots of cold and ice. I didn't do much besides blog, plan out blogging posts, take a shower, and eat some yummy chili. After this I'm going to do some writing in my poetry book and work on art and then let myself chill out and watch YouTube and TikTok. 

As for my mental health, today started out good and I was in a pretty good mood but it declined throughout the day. I get into this irritable bouts of mood where everything and everyone bothers me, I hate myself and everything, and just isolate myself in my room so I don't be mean to anyone. It sucks feeling like this, but that's what happens sometimes. Anxiety has been high, depression is here (especially with the snowy, overcast, dark day), but no hallucinating or anything so far. 

Tomorrow is Sunday and hopefully a better day. That's all you can hope for right? A better tomorrow. Well, I'm going to sign off for the night and get to work on writing and art. Hope y'all are enjoying your weekend! 

Alette