Mood Swing City & Decorating New Room -Diary Entry-

Hey y'all! Today I'm just going to blab about the past few days and how I've been doing and feeling. It's yet another cloudy and cold day and I'm going to turn on my depression light because it's getting to me y'all, it's getting to me!!! I did NOT miss this weather when we moved from Nebraska and now that we're back in the midwest, it's overcast winter time UGH!

I've been having major mood swings the past few days that are swift and fierce. I'm just really frustrated with myself and really tired. I go from being content and cheerful and productive to sad and mopey and sluggish to being really angry and irritable and start picking fights with people. I hate when I'm like this. Hopefully next week I'll get to my new mental health clinic and get on schedule there. 

One good thing is I've been decorating my room! I hung up some tapestries and lights, I have nightstands coming on the way, my lamps got here, and I put up some floral decals. Things are really coming along, I'm so excited!

I should go do some art to get some of this nervous energy out of me. I want to start doing a zodiac series which I think will look really cool (at least it does in my head lol). That's all I really have to say, I'm starting to feel down in the dumps again meh. I might post a poem or two later today, we shall see. Hope y'all are doing better than me and are having a good week!

Alette